I have decided that I am really unable to say My Girls anymore. Sigh...We did everything together, we were a team. Now that they are older I have finally come to realize that I can't be selfish and I do have to share them with others. This is a hard thing for a mother to do who has spent her whole life making theirs better. Here I sit once again alone on a Friday night realizing that they are having a great time without me. I guess I should be grateful that they are out doing good things, having fun with good people and not missing me. I do find that my selfish side comes out and screams "come home spend time with me, I am more important". Please don't feel sorry for me, that is not my intent. I just want you to all know that I am okay with it. They are growing up to be bright and wonderful young ladies. They have good people surrounding them. So what more can a mom want, but to see their own children be successful with out them. I do morn the lose of our Fernandez Girls team, but I am also proud of who my daughters are and are becoming.
But I do ask, Don't forget the Mom...
Mammmmmy! The Fernandez Girls are not over! they will never be! i promise you that. Sure there are icky smelly boys in our lives now, but they can't replace what You, kylee and I share.
ReplyDeleteI LOVE YOU MOMMY
Yea, those boys are icky and smelly. But you love em anyways.
ReplyDeleteWe will always be the Fernandez Girls, but things have changed and will always change. I hope that we have a core of love and faith that will get us through anything. Even when those stinky boys take you both away.